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is a'comin to an end. I have drawn A LOT A LOT A LOT. I promise and I have actually sparked a new idea for a comic. I may post the sketches of characters that I have created.

Seriously, kids, if you are having an art block GO TO AN AIRPORT and just LOOK at all the awesome people. They look so much more different than all the boring hipster assholes you see on the street okay. I MEAN ACTUAL AWESOME CHARACTERS where you're like "oh god I can TOTALLY make up a story about this person right now"

My plane leaves at like midnight today so I'm bummed because I LOVE brazil so much. IT'S WHERE MY PEOPLE ARE. Despite its awful government and the fact that I think its sort of a bad idea that they are holding thr olympics in rio............... I LOVE IT. and I hope I become an AWESOME artist and can live is sao paulo and here in the US at the same time... lol like half and half at least.

I plan to make a digital painting series and if anyone has any input as to whether I just do that or try and vary in a different area, LET ME KNOW, BABY CAKES.

fuck yeah

Going to Lollapaloozaaaa

GOING TO BE THE BEST DAYS OF MY LIFE FFFFFF

I'm excited because the line up is pretty much the best fucking line up ever. I am bummed a little because the person who's going with me is kinda ehhh if you know what I mean hrmm

ANYWHO. As if anyone would notice I'm gone since like I never ever post in the forums, comment enough on other people's art, etc but I will be gone gone gone YESSS

OF MONTREAL
ANIMAL COLLECTIVE
YEAH YEAH YEAHS
TV ON THE RADIO
DAN DEACON

HERE I FUCKING COMEEEEEE YESSSSSSS

I get to spend lots of time with my friends. I got to go to NYC and Boston. My grandpa died but I'm feeling better about it.

I got to go to go art supply shopping and am very excited to use my acrylics c:

My artblock is pretty much over I think so that's good.

I will be posting some more SL pages soon.

until i finally graduate high school. I'm really happy about the fact I can leave all of this behind. School really wasnt exactly the best experience I have ever had and I'm glad that I get to graduate now rather than next year. I don't know if I could have been able to handle it and I'm happy for those who love and enjoy it.

I am a little sad but it's not really because I'm leaving. I feel as though I haven't progressed or grown mature at all. I'm frequently and easily upset by silly things and I don't feel like I can exactly talk to anyone about problems I have without feeling like I have said way too much. I wish I was good at distancing myself from people. Ha ha I am so bad at it really.

dhaskdjkahd I'm just stupid I don't know god I just hope this stupid stuff just ends soon and everything blows over and I somehow retain some kind of confidence like I dont even know I just cant ugh I want to just give up and cry. I deserve it though ugh I just want get out of here man why couldn't i be smart so I could go away for college but noooooo I have to be retarded and have to stay here and go to school here and be stuck for ever just because I wasn't blessed with intelligence.

why do things have to be this way. I feel like I deserve a piece of the fortune cake fml