I have two more school days left

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until i finally graduate high school. I'm really happy about the fact I can leave all of this behind. School really wasnt exactly the best experience I have ever had and I'm glad that I get to graduate now rather than next year. I don't know if I could have been able to handle it and I'm happy for those who love and enjoy it. :)

I am a little sad but it's not really because I'm leaving. I feel as though I haven't progressed or grown mature at all. I'm frequently and easily upset by silly things and I don't feel like I can exactly talk to anyone about problems I have without feeling like I have said way too much. I wish I was good at distancing myself from people. Ha ha I am so bad at it really.

dhaskdjkahd I'm just stupid I don't know god I just hope this stupid stuff just ends soon and everything blows over and I somehow retain some kind of confidence like I dont even know I just cant ugh I want to just give up and cry. I deserve it though ugh I just want get out of here man why couldn't i be smart so I could go away for college but noooooo I have to be retarded and have to stay here and go to school here and be stuck for ever just because I wasn't blessed with intelligence.

why do things have to be this way. I feel like I deserve a piece of the fortune cake fml
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Aranicoshi's avatar
Camille you have now graduated and I am sorry I didn't get back to you sooner about this. Right now you are very lucky to have graduated and I am jealous... I am sorry you couldn't have enjoyed high schools as much as I have but you have definitely seen you grow stronger and more mature. Whats the point to life if you can't be distracted by some small things to make you laugh? If you even need someone to talk to you have my number and dont be afraid to chat with my over IM ;)